August 11, 2006
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You know I wonder if not giving your child the wright name at birth can effect his / her life? What I wonder if it could effect them in a way that they already have 2 strikes against them even before they are out of the gate. I am one of them who really hate their name, I have the sort of name that when I was growing up I was the only one in school out of a class of 200 who had this name in fact I was the only one in the whole dam school with this name, When I asked my Mother why she gave me this name she responded Well your Sister named you, At the time of my birth my sister was 6 years old, Now tell me who in the hell in their wright mind would even let a 6 year old child give their new born baby a name that they would have the rest of their life, Then if that wasn't bad enough when my sister got ill and had to have surgery they gave me to one of my Mother's so called old neighbor's where they lived 4 years pior and and at the time the rest of the family lived 6 miles away,
I am one of them their people who feel like I had 2 strikes against me even before I got out of the gate where the hell was the Family when my sister had to have this Surgery all that my parents would say was the one side of the family said that at age 2 I was too bad to watch and on the other side of the family ( Father's side ) that they couldn't be trusted, so they gave me to a stranger who husband had a drinking problem that makes a hell of a lot of scene,
But this is the way that I got treated my parents thought more of their daughter and nieces and nephews then I came in last I just can't figured out why the hell that if they really didn't want me why did they have me in fact if they felt this way why didn't they give me up for adaption where I could have been renamed and maybe for once in my life be first in some ones life who really couldn't have children, that is why I hold my Children so close to my Heart I treated my Children the way I wished I would have been treated I put them both first and kept them there, because I know what it feels likes to be at the bottom of the relatives list, and having your parents who also had a hard time saying your name then when I got a nick name they found it hard to even call you by your nick name this is one of the reason's that I nevered bothered with none of my side of the family Why Should I they nevered bothered with me My Family are My Wife and My Children they are the most important people in my life in fact My Life started the day I got Married, and the Day My Children where Born so as long as I have my Wife and My Children I have a Family
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