August 27, 2006

• Well the Wife is finally home from work and not it is not so lonely you know it is kind of funny when you have children everything has a time table and of course the parent is never lonely because we are always worried about our Kids and what they are doing and of they are staying out of trouble, But I have to be truthful I never had to worry about my Children they were always around the house and always checking in with us and for the most part they never lied to us. I have always told them as long as you tell us the truth you never have to worry, But on the other hand I have to be truthful there was a time when I was a Real Ass Whole, and I admit it I was hard and sometime Mean for no reason at all I was one of them parents that I just couldn't leave work at work, Not until I had a Heart Attack and Open Heart Surgery did my eyes open to what I was turning into A Jerk and that is when I knew that things had to change, and Change they did after this very important and I have to say Life Saving change for me did things get a lot better not only for the children but for me also, Looking back on the way I was comp aired to now it is like night and day, and God has given me a second chance at being the type of parent that I should have been in the first place, and now I see another member of the family being the same type of parent that I was and I have told him that you have to put the children first and you need to keep your temper but like with so many other people it is falling on deft ears, and you know it hurts in a way I can see them making the same mistakes I did and unless he wise's up he'll loose the most important thing that there is His Family, he is so wrapped up in his own life and a Farm that never was and never will be again instead of worry about the Daughter and Son that he has he is worried about something that don't matter anymore, And he really don't realize that his own father is the one who really screwed him when things went really wrong and his father sued the company that made the mistake only had his own cattle in this sued and didn't bother telling his own son to add to the suite the Son thought he was included but he wasn't and it was too later to get anything out of the settlement so he got Screwed,

  
  

                     But what can you do You know I am very Proud of My Wife and I we never asked for no help of any kind and of course we never got any help of any kind we did it all on our own and every thing that we have and our Children have we got it on our own I think that is what helped our kids growing up they seen first hand what their Mother and Father went threw to get what we have and that if you want something to last you have to take care of it, and to Get Ahead in this World you have to do it Threw Books and Learning, so needless to say I am Very Proud of Both of My Children They Made it on their own.

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